☆Sunday, March 29, 2009
gah i hate my angsty posts haha
cos like when i read it after i get over my angst
i'll be like why the hell did i get so angsty for?!
hahaha but NVM
just came back from malaysia for qing ming
qad actually got worried cos she couldnt contact me
hehs. gomen neh!
love ya loads <333> but GAH he looks so asdfghjkl cute inside!!!
NEVER MIND hahaha
i shall settle for sth else first ;)
god how i dread mondays.
work tuition work work tuition work tuition work T_T
sigh im so tired out i dun even feel like going out on my free days sigh ):
Labels: arashi, rantings:personal
☆Sunday, March 22, 2009
i normally hate saying this word, but seriously,
EEEEEFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF IT.
bloody hell
i cant sustain a proper conversation w YOU anymore without feeling freakingly QI GEK and having tears well up in my eyes.
EFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF.
urgh this suckssss ):
what's the point of getting the grades i have if we cant come to a consensus and i cant decide what i eventually want to do?
seriously, wtf. Labels: rantings:personal, university matters
☆Friday, March 06, 2009
to everyone:
THANK YOU. <3
so much.
i couldnt have done it without all the ppl in my life (family,friends,teachers etc)
really, THANK YOU <3
Labels: A levels
☆Thursday, March 05, 2009
i.feel.like.shit.
shit factor #1: A lvls results are coming out tmrrrr. how shitty is that. very very shitty.
shit factor #2: i dont knw wht i wanna do anymore. after i kinda eliminated my options, i thought that i would go with accountancy. but it seems like
the whole world the adults dont think its a good choice. rah. can u imagine my aunt called all the way from malaysia just to check if my results were out?! and my dad had this long happy chat with her and "oh, so what would u recommend qiuyu to go into?" and "ya, i think law is still the best too". like, T_T?! i think part of the reasons i dont wanna do law is cos im totally being rebellious and i dont want to do what my father has wanted me to do since i was how young -.- sounds unbelievably childish but yes x.x and PLUS its highly unlikely i'll get into law anw -_- ARGHH i wish he'd stop having dreams for me when i dun even have any for myself djnknwoifeflm
shit factor #3: office ppl are going to ask me for my results when i return to work on monday. extremely shitty. :/
shit factor #4: stella's leaving for her barn in melbourne tmr ): which means we wont get to see her for like a few months! :O i'll miss you loads girl!!! take care in australia k! (hugs)
shit factor #5: im rotting in office. again. how am i gonna live past the end of the day rotting with all the anxieties in my heart!!!! gg T_T
sigh, dont mind me, its just the pre-results-day angst. ARGH.
Labels: A levels, rantings:personal, university matters
